I know you're having your problems. Lash out at me if you want to. Swear at me if you need to because I don't mind being your punching bag but please.. please be open with me. I'm feeling so helpless because I don't really know what's really going on even though I may be the cause of all of this. Not being able to be around you for the next few doesn't exactly make this situation any better. I love you. I care about you. Please talk to me because I think I'm going insane.

It's just you and me agaisnt THE WORLD.

I can say things are getting better. It's been so long since I've last played in the rain. Everything seemed so right. The weather. The surroundings. The company. The mood. I don't know what I'd do without you. Thank you for everything.