You'll never change me

Blogging again.

2010-01-08T22:09:00.000-08:00

Everyone knows that I've not been updating my blog. I'm gonna start again. I guess I've been too lazy. Until the next post.
Chao.

adamusamy.

2009-11-10T06:44:00.000-08:00

I've been hanging with Dheenan and Previn so much that I'm starting to pick up a lil bit of tamil. I think i'm part indian , part malay and chinese now. HAHA. I never knew some of the words are actually similar to those that are malay. It's been fun.

On the other hand, I'm still missing my baby like crazy. There's no need apologizing because nobody can always be there all the time. I want you to know I love you no matter where you are.

Head over heels.

2009-11-02T04:53:00.000-08:00

No girl loves me the way you do.

Nuraqilah<3

2009-10-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

I know you're having your problems. Lash out at me if you want to. Swear at me if you need to because I don't mind being your punching bag but please.. please be open with me. I'm feeling so helpless because I don't really know what's really going on even though I may be the cause of all of this. Not being able to be around you for the next few doesn't exactly make this situation any better. I love you. I care about you. Please talk to me because I think I'm going insane.

2009-10-08T06:06:00.000-07:00

It's just you and me agaisnt THE WORLD.

Rain drops are falling on my head.

2009-10-05T03:51:00.001-07:00

I can say things are getting better. It's been so long since I've last played in the rain. Everything seemed so right. The weather. The surroundings. The company. The mood. I don't know what I'd do without you. Thank you for everything.

2009-09-26T03:04:00.001-07:00

Lots of problems. No mood to post much.
Will update after I get my computer running again.

2009-09-07T03:23:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow holds no promises
I have known this from the start
but from the minute i got to know you
I knew you had won my heart.
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Burning.

2009-09-04T18:19:00.000-07:00

So I just woke up remembering I had tution. I'm not going though. I feel as if my eyes are gonna fall out any second and I'm having a 10kg headache. Temperature reached 39.7 degrees celsuis last night but I'm feeling better today because of panadol and sleep.

Thanks for your care and concern. I don't know what I'd do without you. xoxo.

This is what it's all about.

2009-09-03T06:35:00.001-07:00

We can't always have what we want in life and be happy. Happiness isn't always served to you on a silver platter. I've been broken so many times before and I'm not going to give up being happy anymore. I'm sorry. People may think all of this is lust, but I know it myself what i'm feeling is love. Real friends stand by you and respect the decisions you make. Irritated and dissappointed. So much for being brothers.

I angry ah?! ((:

2009-08-26T06:07:00.000-07:00

Suffering from exhaustion due to lack of sleep. Studied by the pool just now till 5.15pm. Nothing much went in because I was distracted. You the best. Hahaaa.
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2009-08-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

I feel like it's my fault. People are always getting into deep shit because of me. Maybe things would have been better if i actually stayed in 3N3. Again , I'm sorry.

Pussy.

2009-08-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

I showered my cat today. HAHAA. Ended up showering myself too. It got crazy and started running all over the place. I think he's angry with me. At least Jerry smells nice now (:

Painful day.

2009-08-18T06:01:00.000-07:00

I was so tired. I slept early yesterday though. Slept during DNT too. Imagine running full speed and smacking straight into a wall. Ouchh. I had friction burns on my arm after that. It hurts like fuck when it gets in contact with water. Decided to play soccer after that as I was bored at home. Don't know how it happened but I hurt my back too. Feeling so bored and sooo alone right now. I think I'm going to bed now..

Going crazy.

2009-08-16T04:15:00.002-07:00

I like everything about you. I like your voice. I like the way you look. I like the way you smell (even your hair). I like the way you're so easy to tease. I like the way your bubbly personality always makes me happy. I like it when you lean on me because the warthm of your body feels so nice. I'm going head over heels and I like that too (: What happened on friday seemed so surreal. I thought I was on cloud9. Dream come true much? <3

Peekaboo , I LOVE YOU.

2009-08-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

Played friendly 9 - a side soccer match against Elias Park FC just now. We lost 3-1. We were playing an older team though. I scored the only goal for Tampines Rovers FC (: After that , My family and I went to town to celebrate mum's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! Had dinner at Hard Rock. Funn2.

The practical joke.

2009-08-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

Had Aqilah , Afiq, and Alvin over today. Angela couldnt't come ): We went swimming while Aqilah watched. Afiq had to go early so we went to my house to get changed. Aqilah was her usual self. Hungry as always so I decided to make them toasted nutella sandwiches. Am I not such a good host? (: The fun part began when i decided to mess around with afiq's sandwich while preparing it after Aqilah and Alvin had their's. I slipped a large piece of garlic in between the 2 pieces of bread and loaded it with nutella chocolate. This was what happened when afiq finished his sandwich.

Afiq: Ehh dam , asl aku nier roti rase pedas sia?! ( adam , why does my sandwich taste spicy?!)

Me: Hahaha.

Afiq: Buto lah dam! Kau tarok ape sia kt dlm? ( You dick! What did you put in my sandwich?)

Me: HAHAHAHAAHA!!

Afiq: Ehh btol2 ah. Ape sia ni? Ginger pe sia? ( Properly lah. What's this? Ginger?)

Adam: Garlic lah. HAHAHHAAA!!

Afiq: Chiiibaiiii!!

The look on his face was just so classic. Everyone in the room started laughing. Hope they'll come over soon and with Angela this time!

No , adam. No.

2009-08-05T05:32:00.000-07:00

As we sat there , all I saw was her even though I knew others were around. Oblivious to what was happening, She leaned onto me. Slowly , her arms cradled me tighter and tighter making me feel more anxious and excited as the seconds passed. My heart was beating at its hardest and fastest when I saw how beautiful she looked. Her warm lips pressed on neck as she tried in vain to whisper something into my ear. I know this means nothing but I'm sure any guy would have felt the way I did..

2009-08-03T04:05:00.001-07:00

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